.it`s the waiting.

.when we know something is coming, something will happen, something will change.

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Photo: Julian Freyberg, Makeup&Hair: Hoky Siswan

I`ve always been bad at waiting. I like when things happen fast. The sooner the better. I don`t like to wait for the train, I don`t like to wait for other people who are late, I don`t like waiting for a letter, I don`t like to wait for an answer, I don`t like to wait for a decision, I don`t like to wait for a change, I don`t like to wait for life to be different… When I want something I like to do something to get it.

.but sometimes all you gotta do is wait…

The best thing is of course to stay busy, be distracted by activities and people. But it’s easier said then done sometimes.

On wednesday I can announce my new job. And I can’t wait to finally share it with you. I will leave the lovely show “Love never Dies” in Hamburg earlier for a new adventure. My last day is already on the 31st of August!!! I can’t believe how fast time pass by. It’s almost scary. And all of a sudden I will enter the stage in the applause of my very last show as Christine Daaè (28th of august) – and I`m sure it will be very emotional. And I will think – what the **** happened with the time?!

Sometime it’s so hard to live in the moment, although we all know that’s the best thing to do! But in some periods it seems impossible. The future seems too exciting, scary or just too overwhelming that we forget to be here and now. We forget to appriciate what we have in the moment and who we have next to us. To tell these people what they mean to you, cause maybe you wont see them in a long time. Or maybe you wont see them again at all. And who wants to live in regret?!

.love.kärlek.liebe.heidi.

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Photo: Julian Freyberg, Makeup&Hair: Hoky Siswan


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